I'm nothing special._____________________
I'm a combination of everybody i have ever known. Just so glamorous, in that heart-broken, shattered spirit, dead-on-the-inside kind of way.
I eat poems for breakfast and put my hands over my face and listen to what they tell me.
I wish I could just sit on the beach and drink wine all day; but I don't have that much wine.
These days I care too much and eat too little.
I drink coffee like water. I never know what to say.
I still don't know how i get out of bed half the time.
It's not pretty, or endearing.
My heart is ugly, but it could be all yours.
»caffeine & nicotine addict
Just the same fucking decaying organic matter like everybody else. So are you.
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(It makes me smile how many people seem to relate to this or just enjoy it in general.)
It took me entirely too long to put together that these were you.
Me: *gets on bus* omg everyone is watching me and judging me and they're going to laugh when the bus starts and im not sitting down, omg dont put your ticket in the wrong way or everyone will judge you and laugh at you.
Me: *goes to pay for shopping* omg what if I dont have enough money? *counts money out 20 times* what if I look stupid, or say the wrong thing? am I standing in the right spot even? What if someone else wants to get past and im in the way, omg.
Me: *says hey to someone online* omg, they arent replying, holy shit why am I so annoying? what if they tell their friends how annoying and lame I am? Why am I like this, holy shit.
Me: *meets someone new* What if they dont like me and dont want me to be around, I shouldnt have met them, im going to be a burden, they're probably critisizing me right now, why am I the way I am?
This whole aristocratic-satin-silk-frills-pomp-thing is becoming the new abomination of clothing in the goth subculture, such as the cyber clothings used to be a few years back.
There, I said it.